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Uit de diepte van de grond

stijgt uit aardes mond

Glazen wanden

dik en ruig.

In de verte zacht gejuig

woorden met scherpe randen.

Je kwetsbare jij,

verberg je onder harde forten en gebouwen.

hij

willen we niet meer rouwen?

De oorzaken om kwetsbaar te zijn,

zijn voorbij.

Kom mee in de rij,

samen met mij.

Wachtend samen, zij aan zij.

Een eeuwige lijn,

zonder pijn.

Enkel samenzijn.

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Steken van rode rozen

Raakte je hart aan

stromende rivieren

lopend uit mijn gelaat

en neusgaten

bevestigen,

de donkere liefde.

Doornige rozen,

kruipend, groeiend in mijn lichaam.

Vliegend door wolken,

wordt mijn pijn verzacht,

de pijn van de steken van de

rode rozen.

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Rode vlekken van pijn                                                        Red spots of pain
zul je ooit weer de mijne zijn?                                           will you ever again be mine?
gisteren,                                                                              yesterday,
werd alles stillaan zwart                                                    everything turned black 
maar jij was al langer gevallen                                         but you already fell
dit rad,                                                                                this wheel
draait en draait                                                                  turns and turns.
ik zit er niet in.                                                                    I'm not in it.
Maar blijft rond me draaien.                                             But still spinning around me.
Ik vraag me af of mijn hart dit zal houden.                      I wonder if my heart will keep this               
zo een pijn.                                                                         such a pain.
van jou en mij.                                                                    you and me.
van ons allebei.                                                                  both of us.
voor eeuwig en altijd                                                          forever and ever
dat dacht ik toch                                                                  i thougth so



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my heart presses against the inside

of my chest

wants to escape

the kings of my world

they don't give me a chance

to be free

they tie a rope around my neck

and with every step I take
tighter
tightened

suffocated

I walk through life
to be with you

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A cave
a step inside

put slowly my hand on the wall

whimsical rocks

with holes and bumps

graining gritty feeling

step further

feel your presence
turn around
look into my own eyes

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NOTE:

I couldn't add the score from jeniffer's body. Blogger couldn't find it. So that's why it is a clip from the vampires diaries. Anyway It's the music where ou have to listen to ;p

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SWAN

Jump
splash
drops everywhere
they jump from the inside to the outside
from the outside to inside
walking on water
Jesus forces flow through my bodys alty drops of pain mingled with the sweet
splash
prickly feeling rises in your eyes
red eyes

you feel the pain sneaking down to your hands
the wind runs over the water.

he kisses the water
sticks his sword through the water and reaches you 
pierces you
cold shivers
diagonals of feathers appear before your eyes
SWAN

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ROBOT DAYS

Sometimes there are these days
you stand on
looks up
your hair looks like crap
robot posture
for
back
side
watch out!
nearly tumbled into the water
Just a walk
has become a real adventure
left
right

hello howe are you?

Robbot answer:

EVERYTHING -- IS -- FINE  /:o

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Looking forward
not looking back
the future is the only visible
but still

the past strokes with his fingers softly over my back

down my hips
my belly
He hugs me

a kiss on my neck
says I am everything
that everything will be alright
turn around.

black eyes of hate and posion

tears

run away

till the past

catches up with me again

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Mindgame

focused on the reality

right of my vision a flash

This isn't reality
sleepy bubbles captured my thoughts

and woolly they ascend to a place where nobody knows the name of
but where everyone comes

several times in a lifetime

Where am I?
dark corridors are visible in the first unseen images
another flash
The earth under me is wet.

I squat

to be sure

a wave of black images attack me from behind

drown

Help!

some force pulls me out of the dirt

when I'm back on my feet
 I look up

nobody

then I understand

a mare caught me in the night and abducted me

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Dedicated to my sister

she is like a sunbeam that illuminates our house on a sundayafternoon

Dancing in the rain

just want to play

a ray of sunshine

illuminated

I'm illuminated.

Do you understand?

I just want to play

and not understand

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Looking out the window
I see him

he's a ghost from an old memory

an old feeling I can't reach

He comes closer
our breath, separated only by a piece of glass
suddenly he

throws

a jar
filled with black paint

black lines flowing in front of me

he disappears out of reality into old memories

again

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Translation of poem 08

Thousands of hands
sliding over my face
pinch my nose
my thoughts,
my thinking,
my life.
fall into a bed of satin and treats
a bed of chocolate and wet rain.

clenched hands
everywhere
next to my ear
next to my nose
under my chin
a fall in life

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Translation poem 09

Walking on a line asymmetric
foot by foot.
very small.
Pearls are around you, around your world.
1 for 1
day 1
let them lie within walking along
2 days
pick them up
1 for 1

fill my eyes, drink them up

be the pearl

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TRANSLATION of poem 01

His fingers press the breaks and the beginning

They caress the skin under a vulnerability

Thinking omniscient.
So ignorant.
Because of his blindness, he didn't saw the invisible skin and his fingers touched the heart.

A single touch.
turned everything

black

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